The events leading up to passion of Jesus were largely public and dramatic. Firstly, Jesus is arrested following the betrayal of one of his own disciples, Judas. Next, Peter denies him as he is tried in a public trial. Finally, he is executed outside the city as people look on.

By contrast, the appearance of Jesus to the disciples after the resurrection is intimate, without ceremony. Jesus appears to his beloved disciples, who, in fear for their lives, after the events of the previous days, were hiding, huddled together in a locked room. There are no recriminations, Jesus appears amongst them and speaks the profound words ‘Peace be with you’. The disciples needed to hear nothing else from Jesus. They were back in the presence of the one with whom they had spent the last couple of years, travelling and hearing the good news and learning about their own future mission. There must have been great joy at this reunion.

In our own lives, we encounter drama constantly. We face challenges to our health and well-being, and that of our family and friends. We have concerns about the world and our neighbourhood,  especially when we see people in distress. We think about our future and what might be difficult to face ahead. Yet if we open ourselves to God in the person of Jesus Christ, he will come amongst us and speak to us, ‘Peace be with you’. And Christ is there for us whenever we seek to be in his presence, in prayer, in church, in the Zoom service, in our everyday life. If we are open to receiving Christ, he will be present with us, and will speak the words we long to hear: ‘Peace be with you’.

Fr Stephen Rowe

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This Sunday – sometimes (unfortunately) called “Low Sunday” because of its typical drop in attendance from the Paschal festivities of the previous week – completes the octave of Easter, and is appropriately marked as joyful a feast in its own right. As with the next several Sundays in Eastertide, we will hear one of the Gospel accounts of Jesus’ resurrected appearance: this one featuring Thomas the Apostle.

I find Thomas rather endearing, as I suspect many of you do as well. There is something so earnest about him; he is not afraid to question the resurrected Jesus, even if it will ultimately earn him the unfortunate name, “Doubting Thomas.” Like the Sunday to which his story belongs, sometimes the most basic adjectives do not leave room for the full story, nor for the complexity of God’s glory to be revealed.

I confess, I like certainty. I think that’s probably true of most of us. But—as we learn with Thomas—following Jesus tests our reliance on certainty, and asks of us a level of trust which seems to increase more and more as our discipleship grows. Our path does not often grow clearer as we follow our resurrected Lord; it becomes more obscure, forcing us to fix our eyes more clearly on Jesus, and less on the path itself.

Are there circumstances in your life right now in which you find yourself being asked to fix your eyes on Jesus, rather than the path you are on? Perhaps you might spend some time this week in prayer, and ask for courage to let go of certainty, trusting that the One who made you and loves you will hold you, wherever that path leads.

Mother Amanda

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