The Feast of Pentecost is traditionally a time when new believers are baptized, because it is the feast that marks the birth of the church and the gift of the Holy Spirit. By celebrating a baptism, we remember anew our own beginnings as disciples as Christ, and also the whole church’s reliance upon the Holy Spirit to animate and guide us in the work of God.

The Holy Spirit gets a lot less ‘press’ than Jesus in our tradition, and I think that is partly because we cannot put a face to her; she moves like the wind, burns like fire, and is generally unpredictable and – to our minds – unknowable. Our Anglican penchant for reason makes this feel uncomfortable, so we gravitate to those aspects of God which we can more easily define, as if somehow by defining God we could make God more accessible, even more controllable.

But the wildness of the Holy Spirit is critical, especially for us, because (much as we might like it to be), life is not predictable, nor often within our control. There is no clear road map for our lives, nor for our discipleship. We must learn to trust the God who is the author of our creation and salvation, and of the church itself. That can be very hard, when we perceive things going wrong all around us, leaving us to wonder if God has abandoned us, or even if God was never here to begin with.

The Feast of Pentecost gives us an an object lesson for just such times. The disciples are gathered wondering what to do next, feeling abandoned because Jesus has left them a second time. And then the Holy Spirit comes, unpredictable, with the rush of wind and flames of fire, to animate them into a new being; a new life. The prayer that Jesus prays, “Father, let them be one as you and I are one” has been answered.

Just so, we are one in this same Spirit today, and every baptism we celebrate adds depth and breadth to the body we share. May we continue to grow together, in faith and in love, rejoicing in the power of the Holy Spirit, who comes in wind and fire and empowers us all for the work of the Gospel.

Mother Amanda

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The first several weeks of Eastertide are full of stories of the resurrection; stories of the disciples being reunited with their friend and teacher. Then, Jesus ascends into heaven, being reunited with the Father, and one can only imagine the awe and wonder evoked in the disciples who witness this marvellous event. But what happens after that? I can imagine they are left wondering, “What do we do now?”

Many of us renewed our baptismal vows at Easter; some made those vows for the first time. Being born into new life with Jesus is exciting and invigorating; it is hopeful and joyful and awesome. For those who have made these vows, it may seem like the most clearly ‘right’ decision we have ever made. But what happens after baptism? What do we do now?

Discipleship is not always easy. We may find ourselves with doubts and uncertainties; questions about what God wants us to do… the word “discernment” may appear more times in our lives than we wish it would. We may wish that God had left us with a clearer manual than Jesus’  parables and questions answered with more questions.

I think, though, it is good to be reminded that when choosing to follow Christ, there is more than one ‘right’ path, and even when we take wrong turns – which we will – we are never lost for good. The joy of living in Christ isn’t that life is made easy. It is that life is made meaningful as we grow more deeply into the image and love of Christ.

That doesn’t mean we can’t pray for guidance (we should!) but prayer is more than just having questions answered: prayer is where we intentionally invite a deeper relationship with the God who knows and loves us. Prayer is where God takes our intentions and transforms them into something much more beautiful than we could ever imagine. Prayer is where our own hearts become more like God’s than we could ever manage on our own. This is discipleship; this is everlasting life.

Mother Amanda

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