The Prayer of a Seventeenth Century Nun

Lord, thou knowest better than I know myself that I am growing older and will some day be old. Keep me from the fatal habit of thinking I must say something on every subject and on every occasion. Release me from craving to straighten out everybody’s affairs. Make me thoughtful but not moody; helpful but not bossy. With my vast store of wisdom it seems a pity not to use it all, but Thou knowest Lord, that I want a few friends at the end.

Keep my mind free from the recital of endless details; give me wings to get to the point. Seal my lips on my aches and pains. They are increasing and love of rehearsing them is becoming sweeter as the years go by. I dare not ask for grace enough to enjoy the tales of other’s pains, but help me to endure them with patience. I dare not ask for improved memory, but for a growing humility and a lessening cocksureness when my memory seems to clash with the memories of others. Teach me the glorious lesson that occasionally I may be mistaken.

Keep me reasonably sweet; I do not want to be a saint-some of them are so hard to live with-but a sour old person is one of the crowning works of the Devil. Give me the ability to see good things in unexpected places and talents in unexpected people. And, give me, O Lord, the grace to tell them so.

Amen.

Anonymous

This past Wednesday, our bible study group reflected on 1 Corinthians, specifically how our faith is rooted in ‘the foolishness’ of the cross.

What wonderful, rich language St. Paul uses! And how fitting for us today in this age of reason, when we are very likely to have colleagues and friends and neighbours who wonder whether we, rational reasonable people, ‘really believe in all that stuff?’ Indeed, it may be tempting for us to brush it off or to avoid that uncomfortable conversation altogether, but I would urge us all to think twice before doing so.

Several participants gave examples in their lives of how their acquaintances, just by observing their behaviour, became curious about their faith. Yes, they claimed, people thought them odd for going to church, or believing ‘that stuff’ but – even if they could not explain WHY they did so – over time, the witness of their lives made a difference for those around them.

How wonderfully fitting that we also celebrate three baptisms this week, and what a testimony to them in the beginning of their new life as part of Christ’s body! For, even when – inevitably – the patina of their newborn faith wears off and the refined silver of discipleship begins to emerge in its place, the reminder that our Christian lives as a whole are witnesses to Christ’s glory, will be refreshing and sustaining.

May they, with all the baptized, find fresh strength and hope in Christ crucified: the foolishness of God which is wiser than human wisdom.

Mother Amanda

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