Any cleric who has preached on the Trinity knows there is only so far one can go in one’s preparation without the temptation of allegory beckoning from the doorway. Allegory, of course, can be very helpful in drawing us closer to an understanding of God, as St Augustine wrote extensively about, but even he agreed it was only helpful to a point. God, ultimately, cannot be defined in human terms.

Wonder at this great mystery is our natural response, and drives us to define something that cannot be defined. Still, the doctrine of the Trinity matters: not only is it a central tenet of our faith but also the key unifying belief we share with other Christian denominations and the one that most sets us apart from other religions. So it makes sense we would want to define it; package it up safely in neat language we can deliver to those who wonder what we believe in.

Except we already have ancestors of the faith who did this for us. They agonized and fought with each other for centuries to finally land on – not a definition, but a declaration – a summary of what we are actually saying when we pray in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

The Creeds aren’t just a nice little optional add-on in our worship. They are proclamations of the faith that bind us together as a body. On days when our own belief may falter, the persons in front and behind us, and to the right and left of us in the pews will hold that faith for us, and we will do the same for them when their faith wavers.

But declarations of faith and use of allegory can only take us so far: what are we to do when faced with the actual mystery of the Trinity? I think our natural response, and the correct one, is to move from wonder into adoration, as the poem by John Donne in this week’s Reflection, or this beautiful traditional hymn inspires us to do:

Holy, Holy, Holy! Lord God Almighty!
All Thy works shall praise Thy name in earth, and sky, and sea;
Holy, Holy, Holy! Merciful and Mighty!
God in Three Persons, blessed Trinity!

Mother Amanda

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The Feast of Pentecost is traditionally a time when new believers are baptized, because it is the feast that marks the birth of the church and the gift of the Holy Spirit. By celebrating a baptism, we remember anew our own beginnings as disciples as Christ, and also the whole church’s reliance upon the Holy Spirit to animate and guide us in the work of God.

The Holy Spirit gets a lot less ‘press’ than Jesus in our tradition, and I think that is partly because we cannot put a face to her; she moves like the wind, burns like fire, and is generally unpredictable and – to our minds – unknowable. Our Anglican penchant for reason makes this feel uncomfortable, so we gravitate to those aspects of God which we can more easily define, as if somehow by defining God we could make God more accessible, even more controllable.

But the wildness of the Holy Spirit is critical, especially for us, because (much as we might like it to be), life is not predictable, nor often within our control. There is no clear road map for our lives, nor for our discipleship. We must learn to trust the God who is the author of our creation and salvation, and of the church itself. That can be very hard, when we perceive things going wrong all around us, leaving us to wonder if God has abandoned us, or even if God was never here to begin with.

The Feast of Pentecost gives us an an object lesson for just such times. The disciples are gathered wondering what to do next, feeling abandoned because Jesus has left them a second time. And then the Holy Spirit comes, unpredictable, with the rush of wind and flames of fire, to animate them into a new being; a new life. The prayer that Jesus prays, “Father, let them be one as you and I are one” has been answered.

Just so, we are one in this same Spirit today, and every baptism we celebrate adds depth and breadth to the body we share. May we continue to grow together, in faith and in love, rejoicing in the power of the Holy Spirit, who comes in wind and fire and empowers us all for the work of the Gospel.

Mother Amanda

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