Have you ever found yourself imagining possible scenarios or conversations to help you discern how to approach a situation in your life or with another person? These stories we create in our minds – while potentially helpful in navigating new or unknown situations – are not always so useful in actually assessing the full truth.

We may also do this in our relationship with God. As we yearn to know more and grow in our discipleship, we create stories about God’s being, will, and personality, based on Scripture, tradition, and our own experiences. This is not entirely wrong – in fact, the Bible is in some ways a record of our spiritual ancestors doing the exact same thing! But, because we are rarely satisfied with the unfinished picture, we get frustrated and lament that God does not give us a clearer roadmap for our discipleship.

Yet, God has already told us everything we need to know. In Deuteronomy 30:11-14, God anticipates the excuses humankind will give for not being able to follow the law. It is not something – as they imagine – so far away, out of reach, or unattainable.

No, the word is very near to you; it is in your mouth and in your heart for you to observe. (v14)

We know what we are supposed to do. It is simple, but not easy. We may sometimes wish we had a more detailed roadmap of what God wants from us as disciples. But it is not complicated: love the Lord your God with all your heart, and love your neighbour as yourself. Be faithful to the prayers and the breaking of bread. Keep Christ before your eyes always.

And we do so, not in isolation, but with each other; the communion of saints; and with the Holy Spirit to guide us. The Word is very near to us indeed.

Mother Amanda

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I listened to a podcast recently describing how our bodies love routine. We function best when we keep a regular sleep schedule, regular mealtimes, regular exercise, etc. Like small children (or cats!), routine tells our bodies we are safe, and regulates mood as well as physiological functions.

No wonder then, that we perceive change as uncomfortable or unpleasant, even when we know there is something good on the other side of it. It is not actually change we fear, so much as loss. In times of great change, especially when we are faced with the unknown, it can be very hard to find that much-needed anchor of safety to ground us.

St. James’ has been through a great deal of change over the past year and will continue to face even more over the next few months. Yet, over the past year especially, I have been incredibly impressed at how well our community has weathered these uncertain times. We are growing, full of vitality, with an evident passion for Jesus. Although there is some understandable anxiety, our anchor is Christ, not circumstance. That is the mark of a very healthy faith community!

And also, it is important to be reminded that concerns, fears, anxieties are all normal responses, and that your community is here to hold you. If you think you could use a chat, please don’t hesitate to reach out to me or one of the clergy, anytime. We love you and pray for you, always.

Every blessing,

Mother Amanda

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