One of the things I think makes St James’ a special place is the priority of the liturgy. It isn’t just something we do once a week; it shapes who we are and how we see God and each other. In the Parish Profile that the Search Committee recently completed, and which you all contributed to, that aspect of community identity was made powerfully clear.

This can be a challenge when we have conversations with other Christians for whom the liturgy is not a primary focus. Speaking for myself personally, it is hard to imagine how acts of mercy or charity or even personal piety could flow out of anything but the direct connection with the Divine alongside a community we are bound to, which we experience in the Mass. Of course, everyone experiences God differently, and there isn’t necessarily a wrong way to do so, but for me at least (and I expect many of you too), the liturgy is the thing that feeds me for the other work I must do in the service of God and Church.

How else do we explain something that is so extravagant; so seemingly ‘useless’? Why don’t we spend our time and resources in food programs or other charity work? The modern consumerist mind struggles to understand things which are not measurable or tangible; they could easily be dismissed as frivolous or wasteful, or – at best – a superficial nicety.

But the liturgy is – for us – the home that safely holds us; the food that nourishes us; the living water that refreshes us. It is the medicine that soothes our wounds, and the song that revives our spirits. Being reminded of who we are in the presence of God and neighbour, fed by Word and sacrament, we are invigorated for the work we must do as disciples of Christ in the world.

Mother Amanda

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I was sitting in Adoration earlier this week, praying, trying to still my mind and hear what God might be saying to me. However, I was finding it difficult to focus; everything seemed to be distracting me: my thoughts, the noises of other people around me, the ache in my back, the air conditioning, the wall fixtures, the reflection from the window…

Then, I heard, “…you are distracted by many things,” and I thought, ‘oh very clever, Lord…’ (God really does have a sense of humour!) But then it occurred to me that we had just that day celebrated the feast of SS Martha and Mary of Bethany. Coincidence? Perhaps.

In any case, I, like Martha, WAS distracted by many things. And, although I did not hear God saying anything else to me in that moment, I got the sense that the whole point of me sitting there was precisely that – to sit there and WAIT.

Sitting at Jesus’ feet, being in his presence, Mary had the better part. And even though I had initially thought my prayer time was unproductive, perhaps I too had the better part, sitting in God’s presence, waiting.

It was a good reminder to me that the drive to be productive is so insidious that it can even infiltrate our prayer life, and that sometimes we just need to sit at Jesus’ feet and be present.

Sometimes, that is the better part.

Mother Amanda

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