On the last Sunday of Advent this year, our Gospel gives us a glimpse into Joseph’s mind and heart, and the life-changing decision he must make. Honour in his time is a huge part of life, and in order to maintain honour after finding out his betrothed is already pregnant, Joseph must act quickly. No matter what he decides, it is likely going to involve serious complications for everyone involved. Believing the angel and obeying God’s command comes with serious risks, and Joseph chooses to take a risk and trust God.

But there is another life-altering decision in this week’s readings. The prophet tells Ahaz to ask for a sign from God, which he knows (under normal circumstances) is a sin – he even quotes the Scripture that warns against doing so. And yet, he is chastised for it – why? Because the request comes directly from God, through the mouth of the prophet. Ahaz is paying more attention to the letter of the law than he is to its source.

In both situations, Joseph and Ahaz are asked to do something unexpected; they are invited to trust that God is the source and the goal. Perhaps these two readings give us a chance to reflect on how sometimes the things we offer to God in worship and obedience can also become a barrier when they replace loving relationship with, and faithfulness to, the God we serve. All of the worship, music and beauty we offer as a sacrifice to our God is worthless if our hearts are not also being offered. May we commit ever more fully to true worship – the offering of ourselves, our souls and bodies – this season and in the year to come. And may we recognize and respond to the voice of our Saviour when he comes.

Mother Amanda

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All of my life I have felt called to serve, and I have spent a good deal of my life doing that in various ways, in whatever role I was in at the time. Then a few years ago, Archdeacon Peggy saw a deacon in me. It was at a time when I had just moved, my husband was retiring from being a musician, and I was happily in my stream of school and writing books.

Once I knew what a deacon was, I thought yes! I saw that in myself as well. I felt excited to share myself and my work with the Anglican church. But there was another part of me that was afraid. I’m not sure if I was as afraid as the disciples when Jesus told them the temple would be destroyed, but maybe close, because I knew that while my foundations would be destroyed and built up even better, there was one aspect of my life, that might never be the same.

I may have mentioned this or maybe you don’t know, but my Sḵwx̱wú7mesh family is from here, when I say here I mean the lower mainland, and Stanley Park in the Ancient village of X̱wáýx̱way (whoi whoi). Our family played a large role within the evolution of lower mainland but also suffered greatly at the hands of the Residential Schools and churches for generations. Still now, as I sit and those things reverberate in my DNA, I can feel the fear of the unknown, what will happen when Indigenous People learn of my call to be a part of the place that once injured and changed them forever. It is a fear only the words of Jesus can quell, especially when he says people will hate me because of him, but, in the next line I am saved,

“But not a hair of your head will perish. Stand firm…”

Luke 21:18-19

“You too, be patient and stand firm.”

James 5:8

And so, I do and when I do, fear is replaced with trust.

Jenn Ashton

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